Sooo...

Hello again!
My messages on everything from my myspace to my facebook have all been quite depressing lately, and ive decided to have a change of, you could say heart but rlly its mentality.
I've decided to give up trying so hard on someone who isn't trying back. Why should I bother continuously getting hurt trying so hard when he doesnt even put the effort or the care in what we could still have?
Yes I'm hurting just as much, but not trying is making me feel better a little more everyday. He's not someone ill ever forget, and I probably wont for another long while but I need to start somewhere right?
I miss him everyday, and it's my fault and I need to live with it. So until he decides to care and try, im not doing it any more!

U have no idea how good this feels.

On another hand, school is getting harder and harder bummer huh. Who knew photography could be so hard... well its the cameras technical aspects and everything u think is right, is actually wrong. I HATE THAT!
I prefer bluer tones to my photography, it makes it look better to my eyes. But according to my classes, its wrong and i will lose alot of points if i submit my pictures that way...I'm pissed lol. Look at my gallery, most of my pictures are bluish!! lol. oh well, u win some and u lose some.

and at that, my ringette team is doing terrible, but hey were just starting

Next friday, the 23rd, i will be getting my two tattoos done, and I can't wait! I'm so anxious. I'll post some pictures in my journal when they're all done and pretty!

and news... I'm going to see DANE COOK December 11th. im just super happy right now on that one lol

Hopefully things will start looking up for me in the happiness and love department

Can only hope for better
xox